Let me make clear that it's not my intention to leave Christianity behind. I may be asking the same questions that atheists use to discredit Christianity, but that's not my goal. My goal is to go deeper, to ask every question, look under every rock. I want to meet God. I want to understand the depth of this thing called faith.
One of the hardest things is that it's impossible to talk about my spiritual revolution-in-progress without my friends becoming sincerely worried about me. This is no small matter - I don't want them worried (they have enough of their own stuff to worry about).
And besides, there's nothing to worry about.
So I think I just have to keep my mouth shut for the time being, at least until I "settle" somewhere. Keeping my mouth shut is not my strength.
Hi ExChristianMom,
ReplyDeleteI wanted to say thank you for sharing your thoughts on this blog. I feel very much in the same as you and am also going through a similar process. This journey isn't easy and not always fun, but it helps talking about.
I am glad I can read your blog and get encouraged.
Good luck and all the best in your personal journey!