So I'm feeling very shattered these days. Most of what I thought to be true about Christianity is being torn down. It feels like I'm being shredded.
Or maybe more like de-programming they do with people who've been brainwashed into a cult. I'm deprogramming myself.
It leaves me feeling off balance and vulnerable, but I think it's only temporary. A lot has to be torn down before I can build something in its place.